road block

just like how sudden i stumbled upon th main road, i came across a freaking road block w obstacles beyond it. so i asked myself, shall i force my way thru th road block conducted by ppl whom i regarded as my close friends n manoeuvre my walk thru th obstacles or wait fr all tht to clear? n then it hit me. i’ve decided on neither. of cos thr was disappointment n sadness just like when a much anticipated ongoing roadtrip comes to an abrupt halt. u look so far ahead w/o realising tht u may nv reach ur destination. so what if th main road is blocked i said to myself. thr r many other side roads available fr me. though it may lead to some different main road, at least im on th move. of cos thr’s this linger of hope tht one of th side roads will lead back to th original path tht i was on bt tht aint happening anytime soon. so i’ve made a right turn into a side road w no knowledge of whr im gg. now thts a thrilling life. of cos, i’ve to make sure im a gd driver/rider so as to not hurt anyone along th way. i wudn’t wanna b th bad guy n b banned frm entering other side roads fr sins im not guilty of YET. haha. and so i wonder, is th right turn th right decision? maybe one or two turns won’t hurt. hmm

~ by sufyan on March 8, 2009.