ain’t life a funny thing

when i dn hav any woes or grievances to share, th choices are aplenty. n just when i’ve gt th biggest shock of my life, i’ve noone. zilch. sigh. hence here i am. how pathetic. im sorry ppl as i whine abt th miserable situation im in. nv hav i weeped tht much. nv wud i expected such a scenario happening to me. to my family. those happy moments we shared, laughing n joking ard. those days are gone now. those days are gone. haiz. forgive me if im nt gonna be th usual me during our outings ppl. i’ve to chg. i’ve to be older n wiser. i cant show my sadness nor my worries to my mom. i have to be strong. i have to be thr fr her n my sis. it’s just salt to injury tht i’ve noone to get me thru this. sigh. blame it on my indecisiveness. as of now, i need to do wad’s necessary. i hate 2009 thus far. embrace ur complete family ppl. u wont knw when it’l chg. haiz..

~ by sufyan on March 31, 2009.